TGIF!

>Wow, what a day…

I am probably one of the most positive people you will ever come across. I can find good in any situation, but just not in myself.

I don’t know what it was.  I went to bed early last night, I woke up on time, I fixed my hair (and it looked really good), but I just wasn’t happy.

Every time I looked in the mirror I found something wrong.  My forehead had another wrinkle, the pores on my chin looked huge, my eyes were swollen, my teeth looked dingy, and so on, and so on.

I struggle with my self esteem on a daily basis.  I always have.  I have always felt like I just wasn’t good enough.  This is entirely inside my own head.  Aaron tells me all the time how beautiful I am, how smart I am, how I am a good wife and mother, but sometimes I just can’t shake the insecurities I have deep inside me.

I know I am good enough, just some days it takes a little more to convince me of that fact.

I dropped the kids off at my mom’s house for the night and bought some new fingernail polish. So now I am just going to lay in bed and watch Ally McBeal until I get sleepy.  Ally McBeal always makes everything better.

Do you have low self esteem days? What do you do to make it though them?

What do you think?