>Wow, what a day…
I am probably one of the most positive people you will ever come across. I can find good in any situation, but just not in myself.
I don’t know what it was. I went to bed early last night, I woke up on time, I fixed my hair (and it looked really good), but I just wasn’t happy.
Every time I looked in the mirror I found something wrong. My forehead had another wrinkle, the pores on my chin looked huge, my eyes were swollen, my teeth looked dingy, and so on, and so on.
I struggle with my self esteem on a daily basis. I always have. I have always felt like I just wasn’t good enough. This is entirely inside my own head. Aaron tells me all the time how beautiful I am, how smart I am, how I am a good wife and mother, but sometimes I just can’t shake the insecurities I have deep inside me.
I know I am good enough, just some days it takes a little more to convince me of that fact.
I dropped the kids off at my mom’s house for the night and bought some new fingernail polish. So now I am just going to lay in bed and watch Ally McBeal until I get sleepy. Ally McBeal always makes everything better.
Do you have low self esteem days? What do you do to make it though them?
What do you think?